Thursday, November 29, 2012

Knocked down.

I can't even begin to explain how great life has been lately. I quit my full time graphic design job about two months ago. I am now pursuing my passion of being a self employed photographer. The finances are a bit more stressful but not nearly as bad as I expected. I am happy. So very, very happy. So yesterday when this funk grew over me, I didn't know how to handle it. Why so low when life is so very good right now? I am not sure I know the answer still. I do know that I am still slowly trying to pull myself back up after feeling like life knocked me off my feet yesterday.
My list is growing. People are waiting for their photos. I still need "me" time. I have a big trade show next week that I haven't prepared for. I still need "me" time. I have clients to email back about their photo shoots. I still need "me" time. I guess that despite following my heart and going after my dream job, life can still get me down from time to time. I will be ok. Life will go back to normal soon. I suppose right now all I can do is acknowledge that I am down and let myself stay there until I am ready.