Rejected

I completely put myself out there tonight. After nearly 8 months of kinda dating I made my move. We have never been in a location where we have been alone and both of us are really uncomfortable with PDA so tonight I decided to go home after we had supper together and take a shower, get dolled up and go to his work place to surprise him and give him a kiss. Our first kiss.
I got there and instead of it being a great and magical moment he was mad. Or as he put it "slightly irritated". I told him why i was there and that I was just going to kiss him and leave again. I asked him if I could give him a kiss as I wrapped my arms around him and he said no. No. My heart sank....
I have never put myself out there like that for anyone before. I told myself while driving there that you miss 100% of the chances you don't take so I was prepared to be ok with any outcome. I was just hoping the outcome would have been the opposite of what it really was.
It's time to cut this connection.