I guess.

"got about every weekend til october booked, unfortunately"
With one text message I realized one really important thing. We won't ever be together again and we aren't even exactly friends. What we have is a business transaction and unfortunately I am getting the raw end of this deal.

Maybe I am being dramatic or overly sensitive but then again, how do you know you will be busy for the next two months? I have a full time job and I also take photos on the weekends and I know I could find time within the next few weeks!

Enough.

I have had enough of this place. This life. I am ready to move on to bigger and better things...well...at least different things. It's been a long time coming and something I have pondered for too long now. I am finally starting to take action and have been actively looking for a job in Colorado. Woot woot! Cross your fingers!

I keep trying to walk away but I am stumbling.

It's one of those days. I returned to the reality of the office bullshit after being out on a photo shoot for three days. I really can't wait to get out of there but I don't know where to go either. I am so anxious for something new and exciting that I can't hardly sit still or stand sitting in front of my computer. I might scream soon.