Some days are just hard. There is no warning or explanation but they happen and when they happen they knock me to my knees, or rather, they leave me in bed all day long. This morning started out ok. I woke to find my mom cleaning my apartment after she spent the night last night. I love when my mom cleans. Despite the fact that she was cleaning and I really had no reason to complain, I was crabby. Woke up that way for whatever reason. I do that sometimes.
Around noon time she asked me to go to dinner with her. I went to get dressed and became so irritated with all the clothes I had to choose from that before I knew it half my closet had made it's way to my floor. I was tempted to just bag it all up and throw it in the dumpster. None of it looked good on me or fit me anyway. Perhaps that issue is one of my biggest reasons for staying in bed all day.
With so many hopes and a very promising future I am not sure why I can't seem to pull myself up out of these slumps. I should be able to concentrate on my work and be so happy I can't get myself to sleep at night. DOn't get me wrong...my work does make me happy but apparently thats not everything.
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